God knows what you are going through just remember

'There is a time for everything, a season for every activity under heaven.
A time to be born and a time to die.
A time to plant and a time to harvest.
A time to kill and a time to heal.
A time to tear down and a time to rebuild.
A time to cry and a time to laugh.
A time to scatter stones and a time to gather stones.
A time to embrace and a time to turn away.
A time to keep and a time to throw away.
A time to tear and a time to mend.
A time to be quiet and a time to speak up.
A time to love and a time to hate.
A time for war and a time for peace.'

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We need to remember to thank God for everything in good times and in bad times. Remember its the bad times that really test our faith in God. It refines our faith and relationship with God just like how gold is refined in fire.

'God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to His purpose for them.'

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8
Romans:8:28